Friends or Family?

How do you think about Friends and Family?Well,I'm not talking those DIGI FnF okay?was a topic about Friends and Family.What will be appeared in your mind when you heard this?Friends first or Family first?Depends on everyone..For sure I'm family first,friends in the second,studies third and forth was money and fifth was job and he's the last..Hurt?uhmmm,he's not..because he knew I will said that,but now?uhmmm,family still the first,second was still the friends,studies?uhmmm...everything was still in the same position just my studies..shit!damn it!how's my studies huh?Do you belive NO MONEY NO TALKED?yeah!that's true,you know what?if you went to college---money,form six must be cheaper and better than college but it takes longer time than college,why?College intalk on Jan but form 6 intake on May..omg~and it's stressfull than college..Basically to whom go into Form 6 surely continues their studies in malay,haish!Amanda,me,Tun Way,Zhan Hui I think few of us was going into Form 6,sadness...Okay,back to the topic.

Family in the first place:
It must be end until the day you die,no more relationship with your daddy,mummy,sister or brother,it's just once..after these,everything end up,appreciate it!No matter you're born in rich family,poor or normal,appreciate...Those who're rich don't be "show off",those who're poor don't be sad and normal was the BEST!hehe!!Conclusion,we must appreciate what our parents had gave to us,try to think what you can give to them and not what you can get from them..just to compared to others country which are always have wars,some children born without hand,leg,or tortured by sickness,you're born in the good country with no wars,no earthquacks,no Tsunami,(i think it might be 100 years once),born in a peace and good country-Malaysia,why don't we appreciate?Sometimes we think that parents not allowed us this and that,but did we stand by their sides and think how they feel?No!do you think that you're still young?to those who know how to online and also read blog,you're not a baby anymore..you're teen..We will be daddy and mummy in our future,that's must pass life..when the time reach then only we know?too late,how you treat your parents now and how your children treat you in future,sometimes I saw people who scream to their grandparents at home,well,I did that before when my grandpa and grandma was still alive,but now I'm so regret,they're..I missed them lots,is that I'm stil young last time?no..I'm already a primary student,why I will shout and rise my voice to them?because I doesn't know what's the meaning of appreciated,when the day reached--17/11/2001,I'm in standard four..21st of nov was my birthday and that was my grandma funeral,when I recall back the day when I'm in baby,my grandma celebrated for me my birthday but what I did to her last time?Her funeral was my birthday,my 11 years old birthday..She was a lovely mother,grandma..she love us lots..I still remembered she woke up every early in the morning because of cooking,she wanna cooked for me before I went to school,she rush everything and prepared everything for me,but now?I saw my mum like what I saw my grandma,I really felt that I'm so useless,I can't give my mum a better life,why?becauese of my age,I can't earn lots of money for her,I'm so scare for sometimes,I doesn't know what will happen to me when they leave me alone in these world,people said I'm a tough girl,yeah!maybe I'm tough infront of others but not my family,everything was too late,you know how my grandma's dead?Lung cancer.she don't smoke,because of her leg,she can't walked well but she still wanna cook for us,the way she chose was she chose to take a chair to sat in front of the gas and cooked,it just looked like kill her self in slowly,but everything she did was because of us,I missed her so much..now I moved to stayed with my aunty,after my grandma and grandpa passed away,my aunty used to stayed alone..when I'm alone in my room,that's the bed my grandma slept before,sometimes I felt that I'm crazy,think that I can see her in the middle of the night..mummy said wanna moved to KL or maybe Ipoh,they said wanna sold out this house,I think I want it back..I will try to discuss with mummy,because I had lots of memories here..

Friends in second:
Friends was the one who can help you when you're not with your family or you're work and study in some others places and also even study in college.But you must know do you chose a really good friends or bad friends,I had mixed with some of those bad friends last time,I'm so regret that Joo had told me not to mixed with them because they're not good to me,but I just ignore what Joo said,after these cases only I realise what's friends and what's not,for some will think that I'm the one who did the wrong to be with him,for some one maybe I'm the one who're no wrong to be with him,why I say so?people who doesn't relly know what's going on will think that I'm the wrong one but to people who knew everything will just keep quite and not to gossip,Joo was a really good friends...Through the girls blog she cursed that I will lost everything when I lost him,just to tell her she's wrong,if the day come..I lost him but I got my parents and my friends..