UTAR ♥

I want UTAR.I miss UTAR.Sad that I can't go for the Jan and May intake,I missed it!!Though to reseat my SPM for my malay paper and go into Form Six next year,but met my school teacher last two months and they told me they are no reseat student are accepted.I'm so sad.I had wasted my one years time on doing all these stupid stuff but happy that I can played and enjoyed with my dear for such a long time before we go for our studies.LOL!!I'm so worried about my studies if I go for UTAR for my futhur studies because I've been a year I din't touched up my accounting studies after SPM examination.Can I catch up for my studies?I'm slowed compared with those student who're same age with me in UTAR,maybe I'm the old one if I got into UTAR next year.2010 Jan intake is available.Huuuuu...really worried that I'm the oldest in class,how?I got no choice,I 've to go even through I'm the oldest one,but feel so shy and they just graduated and they're 18 when they're in UTAR but I'm 19.I'm old,I'm really old.Will my knowledge became slow?I meant will my studies,I meant I can't catched up?Will I?I'm really sad..
But thanks to my dear who gave me all sad and happy memories in this year 2009,sometimes I do regret why not I go for my studies on May intake and why I wanna stayed down because of you?It's fine,that's past and we'll be fine in our future.Uhm,next month will be our one year anniversary.So,If I go for Jan intake next year,I can be here--Penang to celebrate our two years anniversary.Quick,quick,quick!!Time past fast..