Exammm...

Wow..my last update was 15 of May,and now is already 21st of May 2010.I just finished my MPW-Mata Pelajaran Wajib subject,so happy and finally I can left out those two subject and concentrate on my important paper.Although another MPW subject is coming soon and we did not know who will be our lecturer for Moral,but hopefully there will be Miss Molly-our Malaysian Studies Lecturer who can lead us Super well.Feel so free now,but later will going to have 4 assginment for my Law paper and another 2 which I still owing my Lecturer Mr.Siraj before exam until now,so total I have about 6 assignment to rush up in one week time.And my Business Lecturer said she is going to give us a test after school break,it's last 3 chapter which she just tought this afternoon,it's Chapter 7,8,9.My gosh!Our intake was Jan 2010,our business studies should be reach to chapter 18 now,but we are still in chapter 9.Later early in the morning I got Accounts subject but not sure whether my lecturer will give us any accounts assignment as my holiday work or not.Hopefully...Should I say yes?or no?Do you think I can rush up all my stuff in time?I am going back to KL as well between my school holiday,so which should I do?I have to study and reviews back my buisness from my chapter 1 till 9,I did not study my business at all even when exam.

Sounds like I have loads of work to do but what I have is only Limited time.I am going back to KL on Tuesday and coming back on Friday maybe.And I got 6 Law assignment,9 Chapter to study,and Accounts is still an unknown amount.If I can rush up my work in time and pass it to my lecturer when back to school,1st of June I am going to attend Darien-Charlotte's boyfriend dinner in KDU restaurant.Am I actually kind of people who like and wish to makes her life busy and tiring?Definately YES!!But nowadays I got my dear,I can't leave him alone like how I used to treaten my formal Boyfriend.

I still remember,when I was in Form 3 and I got a boyfriend.And my school life was super busy.I'm a committee in class,but anything to do with my time after school?No!But what I actually busy for?Was my band.I practiced when I open my eyes early in the morning about 745am.Started to run for builded our stamina,then rest for 5 sec,get back to the field and started to warm up my lips and my finger and everything.830 sharp,started our formation.Alright,this things practiced from morning until noon about 1200 under the hot sun.Then back to class for a little rest,that time I was super tired so I used to slept in the class room with my band friend who played clarinet.After school dissmissed,about 1315.Went to canteen for our lunch and continue to practice again in our school auditorium.My band end up about 1530.And I reaced home was about 1645.He was from Chung Ling and their school dismissed about 1415.But I was too tired after I get home,just bath,and sleep..Seriously,I forget about him,what was in my mind is all the songs notes and solo part and all the style which we should march on the field.I don't even have the fucking mood to chat with anyone.Night time,I was busy with my studies.Although to those people who knew me well,they knew that I wont study and I don't study when I was in form 3 time until I quit band.

As time goes by,I left out his feeling,and he found 8 girls behind me and to be his girlfriend,that's awesome right?But I don't even fucking care even it's seriously hurt.Wondered how I knew this news?Of course from my best boy's friend Chye Guan formal girlfriend.She told me half hour before I have to attend the ceromony of MSSM,SUKMA.I admited I cry,but just tears rolled down from my eyes,5 sec.Everything stop and back to normal.Did I cruel?That is because I know what should I do and what should not.I should not cry for a guy who treaten me like this,I have told him I will very busy this few months and what he said okay,he will wait.As everyone knew,band member always absent to class.And last he did that to me,okay.Then I shut my tears and enjoy with my flute and the way I played to forget about my sadness.And I can did super well in the ceromony.

But sadly,I can handle my relationship between me and my boyfriend like this,but not to friend.I could not did well for my accounts in my SPM because of my friends problem happened to me when the last paper of SPM and my confident paper.I should SCORE!I can get so high marks in my school exam but why not SPM?What I can says is friends is really important to e compare with my boyfriend.Now,I tried hard not to let the same things happen again.Maybe because of my busyness,and my dear did something hurt to me,but it's past.

We stayed happily with our life and all my dear in my class...I love them sooo much.Thanks Arichana,Chih Wen,Wei Wei,Yashventh,Tiras,Nantha.Thanks for the accompanied when I faced problem.You guys makes me cheer.Especially to Chih Wen and Arichana.

Your Sincerely ,
Mei Theng