Happy going out.

Just came back from Paradise with Lotte,Jie.3 of us went to Shisha in Paradise.Because me and my dear,we got our belonging Shisha.I went to Lotte's house to get her,then headed to Queensbay to bought my chacoal for shisha,then I was Starbucks Lover,so decided to go Starbucks for a little while,then speed to Paradise.We waited jie there.While waiting,we prepared those shisha stuff,few min later she was here.Started our conversation,was so freaking happy when I spend my time with both of them,feeling are really comfortable and do not need to pretend or whatever.I laughed like usual,the way I laughed,no one seen before,only my secondary friends.They knew me well.Around 1159pm,Han Hao came to pick lotte home,at first we asked him wanna come up or not,he said nope,but lastly he decided to come up,wanted to spot check!My god!!Really happy today.I reached home at 1230am.

Yesterday went to Queesnbay with Jie and lotte too,she wanted to find her bolt tie for her theme buffet event.She did hard for this event.I can see compared with last time in secondary,the way she did was totally and completely different.Wow!Feel so excited to attend to her theme event.Can't wait anymore,I wanna see her hardwork!!!

I love them so much!!Without any complaining,they are really my best friend,I was so regret the way I treated them last year,I don't bother them and ignore them for the whole year because of somebody,why was I so F**king stupid because of what people said and I ignore everybody,goodness!!Now only I realise,who are my real friends and who are my best friend,not her anymore,is Su Jie!!!

To Su Jie ,
Thanks for your support,I know you're reading my blog and concern about my living even I don't contact you last whole year.Sorry,truly apologize to you.I was so regret,because of him and what she said,I ignore you.I know you will understand what I was trying to tell you.Thank you,you support me for what I did in my secondary,even now and also last year.You are the one who really concerned about me.Thank you.I was speechless,I don't know what should I say anymore,may be it was too late to say sorry because I've hurt you.I still remember,last year you worked in Quick Silver in Gurney,I really didn't realize you're there,when you called me,I just smiled and walked away,it's fucking hurt you.Sorry,that time I was trying to stay away from you all because I thought you stand her side,and I thought you don't treat me as friend like secondary anymore,the feeling to me was really uncomfortable.Sorry for everything I've did.Sorry.Thanks for everything and sorry for everything.I really take you as my best friend like last time,sorry and thanks for your forgiveness.I love you.

Truly Apologize from Lee Mei Theng.

Your Sincerely ,
Mei Theng